HAPPY FRIDAY (:

FRIDAY/DEBORAH'S DAY (:

mouthwatering lunch over at lerk thai.
kangkong,tom yum soup,green curry and red curry.
yummilicious! i love their curry,extremely nice!:D

towned (: shopped,and i spent a million! big hole in my pocket now ):
the focus isnt on my face,its the headband :D nice right?hahaha.

me and bra's wedding rings :p

deborah tan trying to act cute with her new mini camera.

deborah's unique specky!
i love her!

oh ya,not forgetting we caught ITS A BOY GIRL THING (:
its cool :D


started off good,ended well (:
awesome!

sports night.

the frog burps :D
as expected,the teachers have yet to reply my email,guess they are busily enjoying in thailand now!i fcuking hate my teachersssss!damn shit.

that aside,sports night today was great :D
awesome entertainment,i havent been LOL for quite some time.
the boys played a soccer game,and the unlucky/unskillful one who doesnt score has to behave like a dog.
the last two finalist was weijie and roger (:
it was pretty exciting!
everyone,i mean almost everybody present wanted roger to score,
thus making weijie the dog,
but the outcome was the other way round.
my poor roger lost in the game ):
nevertheless,he's still very sporting! :D
i had a video which will be posted another day,so stay tuned (:

i had a new skin for my blog,
but i have problems with the templates ):
i cant figure it out,im sucha noob!
anyone kind enough to help me please?
i'll be grateful.

friday is DEBORAH'S DAY!

thats about all,good night!

i've caught SEX&THE CITY,NEVER BACK DOWN and GET SMART (:
all three are pretty good movies.

MAHJONG FEVER!
crazily mahjong-ing for the past days.
under block mahjong was ultimate coolness (:
steve won all my money ):

hilton's gathering at coasta sands & also the every sunday hilton's basketball night
at ang moh kio.

i dreamt that i'd cancer,and i was dying ):

outside catering with the fun ppl,ahwong patrick eric herman (: fuuuun!
new habour grill sous chef,new executive chef and many unfamiliar faces.boooo!

i've found my new attachment place,back in my primary school (:

20 hours in bed.
i love to smell my greeny blanky :D

geylang in the night to enjoy my yummilicious lunch/dinner with irman.
wide spread of dim sum!! (:

sportsman bar with the usual hilton drunkards.
so happy to see derick there! :D

i hate slacking at home the whole day!
i really need a job to occupy my time,at the same time earn more cash.
i wanna have a goal in life.
i wanna make friend with the cat next door!
i still wonder,if you still remember me....
good night!

it was a rainy Tuesday night,
some thoughts dawned on me tonight,
i don't know why,
but my mind isn't functioning right.

our friendships wasn't like before,
and i am not happy anymore.
there's no more laughter,
no more fun,
from any of you that i've known.

i am sorry to be busy all these times,
missing out the whole lots of fun all these while.
the stares i've seen,
the silentness shown,
made me feel like a complete stranger to all of you.

all i could do now,
is to isolate in a corner,
listening and absorbing all i've heard,
updating myself with the current hot topics.

i am completely drowned,
in their endless conversations.
i feel myself lost in a maze,
unable to find a way out,
this feeling is just oh-so-terrible.

at times,
i really feel that we don't belong together.
at times,
i really feel like putting it down.
but its the sweet memories,
that hold me back.
i miss every single one of you,
i really really do.

my presence may not be important,
but just a lil request,
i do hope that i will not be forgotten,
i just want the lil place in your heart.
i am sure it isn't that hard :D

i love you people!
):


anyone,can you please draw me a smile?
let me strike 4D,i need to ease my heart a little.
breaking down.

back to hilton on sat and sun (: (:
sat was great,sunday wasnt that wonderful with the master chef alan ho's constant naggings 0.O
but,i kinda like being the baby sitter for sunday brunch,teaching the cute lil kidos how to make pizza (: one lil boy kept calling me aunty )):

was kinda tired after work on sunday,cos i merely slept on sat night.
im afraid i cant wakey on time.
nevertheless,i went to my childhood bball court for a few games.
my shooting was DAMN GOOD that day (:
every shot i made,the ball went right into the loop.

woke up energetic today after the long 16hrs of sleep :D
had a date with xiaowei for DONT MESS WITH ZOHAN (: it was a damn horny hilarious movie!
dinner at shokudo.
chivas session later in the night at SHIN BAR with her and joseph.
that sums up my day.

i hope the lil things will make you happy (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGWU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! (:

im still waiting for my attachment to be approve.its taking ages!
mr owen is happily enjoying his holidays in bali now.WTF!
me and shasha have to wait even longer!damn shit!
i want to have a place in fitness first,pretty please ):

splurging is a good way to release.

goodbye 250!

the sunshine is fading away.
it'll never come back.

its just a phone call away.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH! (:

below are some pictures.

this is hip hop yo!

i miss the girls.

lil boyfriend

loh khong beng acting cute.

hasan says he's very very handsome!

chef nordin

kungfu panda!


MY LAST DAY IN CHECKERS ):

he refuses to take picture with me.

finally!

aunty jane!

bernard!

uncle fook kee!

ah kiong!

herman!

i dont know uncle's name!

eric!

uncle tom!

my favourite uncle ah tat!

dickson!

lastly,steve!



MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

celebration in checkers.

birthday cake (:

the boys.

the girls.

everyone!thank you classmates!loves.



FAREWELL MY DEAREST TRAINEES!

last picture before they leave ):

xiaowei,yudhi,me



PYJAMAS NIGHT!

richard,uncle tom,henu,yudhi and myself (:

loves.

chef john,me,ah loh!

i feel that my life is in a complete mess now.
i really need to focus on what i want in my life in my future ahead.

i knew,no matter how hard i try
things will nv be the same again.
i knew this is gonna happen some day,and im right about it.
its all motherfucking lies!
i must have taken the wrong step.

i feel like kicking aside all the communication devices for now.
i need some time out alone,away from everyone.

goodbye.

life hasnt been great ): i really missed those times when i travelled to hilton everyday,seeing the same faces,doing the same things over again each days.it may be boring at times,but not until you've leave the places,you'll know how much you've adapt to such a lifestyle.i missed everyone.

my attachment had just started for a week or so,but problems are already occurring.me and aisha quit verve studio yesterday.now,we've to find ourselves a new attachment place.

i dont understand why the director want to kick out one of us when he'd accepted two interns in the first place.if thats the case,why not tell us during the first week of work.arent you like wasting our precious time there?even if you're unhappy with us,you can tell us straight in our faces!you dont have to ask your man to convey the message to us!dont you have your own mouth to speak up!?oh yes,hypocrites are the worst kind of ppl you'll came across with.we thought you were nice,nv did we expect you to give us such an attitude.who knows you're one of them who stabbed us behind our backs.and i bet you did (: its good that we realised now,it isnt too late.

sorry zak,i think its better that we both leave.it'll save you more troubles.you dont have to be the bad man anymore (: i know its hard on you,but we wouldnt want to continue as the director already had the intention to kick out one of us,no matter how hard you try to make both of us stay,im sure he'll still had that intention in him.why not we make things easier for you (:
lastly,not forgetting to thank you for teaching us the power plates knowledge :D sry for all the troubles too.you're not the bad guy to us,in fact we think you're a very nice person.

just hope that we'll find another place to continue our attachment soon.

my feet brought me back to hilton at the end of the day.its so great to see them.had a talk with chef nordin and i felt better.
movie THE INCREDIBLE HULK with the two indo trainees did cheer me up!thanks eric and herman! (:

on the way home,the problems still kept flashing back to me! i dont know if i've made the right choice somehow.

i want to go for a spin.

oh,i still dont have plans for my birthday! i dont know what to do and where to go.i just know that i have work from 7am-3pm.thats quite sad ):
i shall be a loner this year.

im a workaholic right now.
barely have the time to go online,slack,excercise,mahjong! ):
im still working at the same old place hilton hotel,but a change in environment.
not the main kitchen anymore,im in checkers now (:
i thought the first day of work last thursday will be torturing,in fact its the slackiest of all days.
my shift is 3-11pm.and its like so NO LIFE!
everywhere's close after im done with work,except the 24hr 7-11.
so sad right!
i wanna work for longer hours,and i hope the chef will look into my request (:

my motorola phone sucks big time! i want a new GOOD phone! and i miss my old number ):

theres so many new movies coming up but i dont have the time to watch.24hrs a day is not enough for me!48 hrs a day will be sweet.
guess i'll just have to squeeze some time out now.
tmr/today is my OFF day :D
i shall make a visit to my lovely dominic.i miss him like hell lots!
hopefully catch a movie after that.

i dont look forward to school.
i hope holidays will not end that fast.
i want to work to buy shoes,bicycle,handphone and maybe a trip to overseas.
till waiting for my passport thou.
sigh!

well,maybe thats just me.
sometimes i felt that im being make use of.
this is shit shit shit!

goodbye to school.
welcome the holidays! :D

sleepless nights due to exams D:
mahjong fever now after exams (:
i won money ytd like finally.
thou its not alot,but a good start!

movies madness!
THE WATER HORSE-good
AUGUST RUSH-awesome,touching(deborah cried like a running tap and wipe her tears on me)
HORTON-cute
STEP UP2-fabulous,cool (:

i've yet to catch RULE #1.
deborah,its time for you to date me.i havent been hearing from you for a week!

i wanna get my ass to work this holidays.
i dont wanna be broke ):

food madness!
DIN TAI FUNG.
WHITE DOG CAFE.
CRYSTAL JADE.
PHINS.
HONG KONG CAFE.

such sinful meals everyday!
i miss the hawker centre food.

oh,vivo's selling super nice stuffs!
eyeing on quite a few adidas products :D

i wish i can have more time with him,im the happiest when im with you (:
bye!

finally finally i have the chance to use the lappy today.
cos sis aint home,if not she sure will stick to the com the whole day -.-
i cant believe i slept from 5.30pm yesterday to 2.30 pm today! its god damn shiok! (:

the past week was cool.
i watched many movies :D movies are great entertainment!
:D

watched L CHANGED THE WORLD twice!
L is so cute,and its so sad that he'd to die.

THE LEAP YEARS!
fabulous (: touching.
im so in love with jeremy!he's so hot!

FOOLS GOLD!
hilarious love story.
ok,movies aside.

mahjong-ing is another way to kill time (:
i had been mahjong-ing whole of last week.
sadly,im always losing ): mahjong's always not on my side!
but still,i enjoyed it.
7pm later at ahmeng's hse! (: yay.good luck to me.

im taking a break after exams with my classmates (:
malaysia here i come!
i need to make a passport first thou.
anyone free to go with me?

i wanna work badly.
i need income to survive,i dont wanna be broke! ):
i neeeeeeeed a job!

i dont know what to do,where to go on my 19th birthday?
any plans?

oh!i joined weijie's walking club!
i walked back home from simei to pasir ris!cool right.
sucha good way to jian fei (:

rainy days make me sleepy :O

JUMPER and JUNO was not bad (:
currently awaiting to watch STEP UP2 and L CHANGE THE WORLD!

great time in school :D
great time spent with the brothers :D
loves loves.

gonna work like a bull to buy a bicycle,new hp,cut/dye my hair.
exams are nearing and im going to mug hard next week (:
hopefully i can pull up my lousy gpa and make it through.

meng promised to quit smoking if i joined back the bball team with him.
:D :D you better mean it.

i think my life is great now.
im happy with my friends around me (:

roger dont want me anymore ): hahaha.

some people are just so paranoid!
good night.
ohyes,the moon is so round and bright today (: beautiful.

drinking with deborah 3 nights ago.
almost the entire bottle of vodka down.
and we're still alive! deborah's almost dead =p hahaha.
she said we're good,but im better (:

caught CJ7 with her too (:
and a super filling dinner at hongkong cafe.
there're so much left over food that we had to play scissors-paper-stone,chi-ko-pa to finish them up.
deborah's the overall loser (:
hahaha.
thus we walked home instead of taking the bus.

brothers gathering at fangwu's house was splendid!
all the food,the laughter.its GREAT!
and finally deborah's card games were put to use.
(sorry ah bra,i copy and paste your lines :p im lazy to think)

DOUGLAS KISSED OUR FEETS!
I TANGO-ED WITH ROGER!
and DEBORAH KISSED her so called WU KE QUN! (:
those were the more exciting ones.

my new boyfriend-roger (: hahaha.
mahjong-ed today was good.
i won! and i didnt za hu!

luckily everything was fine and good (:
peace guys =)

Friends 4- life is what we are
Through thick and thin you were my friend
Leaning on you, you gave me support
The strength to get up and go again

If my heart was shattered, you'd heal it
If my heart was happy, we both rejoiced in it

You are my best friend
always and forever
It's been good
the best friendship ever






Never end, now and forever Like a needle in a haystack,
true friends are hard to find.
That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine.
I'll remember all the good times,
And pray the bad ones don't repeat.
With you my heart is honest,
but there's one thing I never told you.
Thank you for everything you've done
There's no one else like you.
No one that could ever be a
true "best" friend like you!

kenneth sent me these in msn (:
its so random yet so sweet.
so i shall dedicate these two poetries to all my lovely friends.
thanks for being such great friends.
loves.

another gathering with the brothers this friday (:
but im sure things aint gonna remain the same.
D:
i was so disappointed/angry when i hear the news.
i dont want to believe it seriously,thats why i have been siding you all along.
when you deny,i trust you 100%.
but even your own friends,your brothers,your buddies caught you red handed.
i was utterly disappointed!
i cant say anything,cos i wasnt there!
never ever did i expect you to cheat,does the friendships worth only that amount of money?!
you're old enough to think for yourself.
money isnt everything!
you cant buy back a friendship with money.
its the sincerity of your heart.
i dont know how am i going to face you.
i dont know how should i treat you.
):

HAPPY RAT YEAR EVERYONE!
pretty boring new year ):
i worked to escape from the visiting.
gambling alot this new year with my friends,sadly,i lose more than i win! ):
im so crazy over mahjong!
and deborah wants me to announce that im the ZA HU QUEEN!

gatherings with the brothers at doug house as usual.
played indian poker.
luck wasnt with me,and i lost 2 rounds.
so i was made to do forfeit.
im not gonna mention my forfeits here,if you wanna know,ask me.
i definitely had a great time there :D
rushed off to cine to catch AH LONG PTE LTD at 4am!!
FABULOUS SHOW!
saw ELVIN NG that night,he's so beautifully handsome!

met up with my ex-chungcheng classmates (:
few turn up this year cos most of the boys are in army.
and it made me realised how time flies,so quickly.
mahjong-ed over at yiying's place.
then to calcy's.
i learnt a new game-ASSHOLE DAI DEE (:
i love you girls <3

had a movie date with deborah,nicholas,timothy and bryan (:
KUNGFU DUNK was very good,tho i missed a lil in the beginning,cos the 3 brothers were always late for movies! bra and me pretended to be angry,but FAILED.
then,mahjong over at deborah with rongzhi roger amos and weijie (:
i lost alot over there ):
thus,im a poor kid now.

2 sessions of overnight mahjong is sure making me tired.
moodless night.

my poor thumb still hurts alot after visiting the doctor.
the doctor prescribed me with 9 packets of very horrible medicine =S
the worst thing is,she asked me to mix it with warm water like how i make milo.eeews!

had work last saturday and monday.
great (:
the guests at french embassy praised me.they said the beef was the best dish in the hall.
but im not the one who cooked it :D
i just sliced them nicely.hahaha.

school's pretty boring!
the two royals abandoned me for two days straight!
im all alone with all the boys ):
ikea after school.
fun.

SHOPPING!
initially,it was just nicholas and me.
then saw the rest of the bros at town.
so it became one large group :D
they made me laugh like one mad woman!
i spent 200 bucks in just one shop.
its only a top,a bottom and a shaw.
im so in love with them (:
very happy also to see many many familiar faces wherever i go ((((:

my cousin proposed a date to me on new year.
cos he wants to play my psp -.-
i love you still (:

i got to know something which i never never want to know!
i just cant believe it.
damn shit!

*deborah,dont feel that you're friendless (: im always with you.hahahaha.

i need more alcohol ):

i had a good laugh reading deborah's blog! LOL.

drink.drank.drunk.

lets celebrate the joy!
so numb.
alcohol is my source of water.
dont stop me.

i hope i'll enjoy later,entertain me well (:
i love you bros.
bye world!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WEIYUAN! :D

27 dresses was a nice show.especially with the brothers around (:

thanks melissa for the hongkong goods you bought.i have new socks to wear now.ahahaha.and the oh-so-cute monkey jacket :D i love it!

basketball was not too bad,except that i have to travel all the way to angmohkio.i injured another of my finger,this time not the left hand but the right ): lucky it isnt that bad.my thumb is still freaking pain.i think there's a crack in it,it'd been 2 weeks! i think i shall visit the doctor tmr ): bless me.

the fat pretty cat staying above me loves to scare me.he/she scares me THRICE in just one day.

yiling must go on diet immediately.cos she's having late night supper everyday now.and its always NICE FOOD at different places,east coast,central,jalan kayu blablabla.friends! if you wanna eat,DONT CALL ME!!

i had a good time with deborahtanwanlin as im so kind to accompany her for breakfast/lunch/dinner at 1.30AM.she complains that she's super hungry,just the right time as i need to go out to catch some fresh air.

sigh,not feeling very good now though.

thanks for all the lies.
i wont fall into them so easily.
YOU just stay out of my life,
and not bother me anymore!
goodbye for good.

i miss my cousin ): please cheer me up.

chilling out at east coast is the best thing to do at night.
i love the breeze blowing on my face.
and most importantly there's good food out there :D
i've gained a few unwanted pounds there ): but its worthy.hahaha.
east coast really improved alot in the amenities! the new lagoon for wakeboarding!! i wanna go learn someday.anyone wanna go with me? (:


no school on monday!!! (:
i was up early in the morning.
headed to my ex-primary school for skipping coaching with mr bay and alex.
the feeling is so great to step back to the place i used to study in 12 years ago.and saw some familiar faces there,the feeling's good =D
mr bay taught the primary one kids the very basic in skipping,while me and alex was there to assist.and i must say the kids are GOOD!luckily they're able to follow instructions except for the very few who'd some problems.but overall the session was good seeing the kids enjoying themselves with the ropes (: they're very fun-loving and i was able to mingle with them well ((:
also,they address me as TEACHER! :D
hahahaha,so cute can! ok,i wish i can be their teacher and teach them whatever i have.

after which i headed to greenview secondary.
this time its not the secondary one kids but the TAF club members.
its harder to get them together ): boo!

i preferred primary school kids (:

mugging for HRA test for tmr.

melissa called me from hongkong!! =D and she wants me to go over to her place at 9.30pm tmr after she flys back.an moh kio not very near to pasir ris leh miss......

i seriously need to do something to my hair.cos i seriously hate my hair now! i cant wait for melissa to fly back and go to the hairdresser with me.get your ass back to singapore!!

ok, i feel like going out later...
bye! (:

im bored now,so i think i shall upload some very very overdue pictures to keep my blog alive again.
so E N J O Y!

2007 christmas (:
bottom left:amos,roger,johannan
2nd row bottom left:deborah,lindy,tingfang,wuye,rongzhi,dennis,audrey
3rd row left:weijie,kenneth,yiling,meiting,ismail,desmond,douglas
last row:karhee,boonping,kianseng,kianhao,sebastian,linyan
LOVE YOU BROS (:
billy bombers

melissa the big bully =p
im so bored now while you are happily enjoying in hong kong ):
the christmas bone-in ham!turkey too :Dxiaowei and i ((:TALL and SHORT =Pmy favourite deborah.my favourite CHEF WILLIAM (:alex (:MELISSA!guess who is this?he's RONGZHI (:
theres actually alot more to upload.but i havent had the time to photoshop them.so later...lindy,pls be patient! hahaha.
and im so angry with photohop earlier! ):

sentosa yesterday with the brothers&girls were WONDERFUL!
though i didnt get to tan.cause i was stuck in school for camp ):
that sucks! I HATE CAMP!!

my back hurts now cos we have no beds to sleep in the night.
poor us have to sleep on the hard dirty floor for that friday night.
camp is really not my cup of tea pls!
and the seniors are so arrogant and suck up!eeeew.
lucky my bros make my day for the other half of the day.

movie THE HOUSE was horrifying!
im scared,and i swear im not wasting money to scare myself next time.

no school tmr.YAY YAY (:
HRA test on tuesday.i've yet to study.damn shit.i cant flung this la.
pray.
goodbye.im off to get some air (((:

shopping session was GREAT! (:
3 tops
1 dress
1 adidas shoe
2 shoes
2 bags

men cant be trusted (:
im caught having ciggs in my room.damn shit.
mahjong was fun but i lost badly ):

im feeling so whatever.
i miss boyfriend.

short met up with lynettetanzhiqi yesterday at amk hub.
the travelling time is freaking long ok.and im so nice to travel cos of YOU!
she claims that she's pretty,but oh well,im PRETTIER.
fish&co was SUCKY!! ):
movie,NATIONAL TREASURE was nice.
i cant sit still in a cinema!!
we'll meet up again soon alright (:

im M A R R I E D!! hahahaha.

this fat cat at my block freaked me out,and i screamed!

school's starting.and i dont like it.
i dont want to go school.
school is hell.

i need a new job! cos i feel jobless right now! ))))):

MELISSA!!!! im so going to scold you when i see you!!
YOU WATCH OUT!!

happy :D

my blog is finally ALIVE!!
sorry readers for the lack of posts ever since holidays start.
im very busy working (:

so, MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!
and HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR! 2008.
im getting older!

mahjong is my new addiction.
thanks bro for making my day.LOVE LOVE.

new photos and new posts will be up very soon.im too lazy to think now.
off to catch THE GOLDEN PATH (:
good night humans.

very very very busy working.
main kitchen is much more fun compared to cold kitchen (:
cos i get to cook!!
now,i have 3 lil cuts on my fingers ):

finally the holidays are nearing.

im addicted to pool.
im addicted to twilight.
im addicted to chocolates.
im addicted to hello pandas.

i think im working this christmas again.

queen laughed at me cos im having hiccups ):

moodswings!