life hasnt been great ): i really missed those times when i travelled to hilton everyday,seeing the same faces,doing the same things over again each days.it may be boring at times,but not until you've leave the places,you'll know how much you've adapt to such a lifestyle.i missed everyone.

my attachment had just started for a week or so,but problems are already occurring.me and aisha quit verve studio yesterday.now,we've to find ourselves a new attachment place.

i dont understand why the director want to kick out one of us when he'd accepted two interns in the first place.if thats the case,why not tell us during the first week of work.arent you like wasting our precious time there?even if you're unhappy with us,you can tell us straight in our faces!you dont have to ask your man to convey the message to us!dont you have your own mouth to speak up!?oh yes,hypocrites are the worst kind of ppl you'll came across with.we thought you were nice,nv did we expect you to give us such an attitude.who knows you're one of them who stabbed us behind our backs.and i bet you did (: its good that we realised now,it isnt too late.

sorry zak,i think its better that we both leave.it'll save you more troubles.you dont have to be the bad man anymore (: i know its hard on you,but we wouldnt want to continue as the director already had the intention to kick out one of us,no matter how hard you try to make both of us stay,im sure he'll still had that intention in him.why not we make things easier for you (:
lastly,not forgetting to thank you for teaching us the power plates knowledge :D sry for all the troubles too.you're not the bad guy to us,in fact we think you're a very nice person.

just hope that we'll find another place to continue our attachment soon.

my feet brought me back to hilton at the end of the day.its so great to see them.had a talk with chef nordin and i felt better.
movie THE INCREDIBLE HULK with the two indo trainees did cheer me up!thanks eric and herman! (:

on the way home,the problems still kept flashing back to me! i dont know if i've made the right choice somehow.

i want to go for a spin.