20 hours in bed.
i love to smell my greeny blanky :D
geylang in the night to enjoy my yummilicious lunch/dinner with irman.
wide spread of dim sum!! (:
sportsman bar with the usual hilton drunkards.
so happy to see derick there! :D
i hate slacking at home the whole day!
i really need a job to occupy my time,at the same time earn more cash.
i wanna have a goal in life.
i wanna make friend with the cat next door!
i still wonder,if you still remember me....
good night!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
it was a rainy Tuesday night,
some thoughts dawned on me tonight,
i don't know why,
but my mind isn't functioning right.
our friendships wasn't like before,
and i am not happy anymore.
there's no more laughter,
no more fun,
from any of you that i've known.
i am sorry to be busy all these times,
missing out the whole lots of fun all these while.
the stares i've seen,
the silentness shown,
made me feel like a complete stranger to all of you.
all i could do now,
is to isolate in a corner,
listening and absorbing all i've heard,
updating myself with the current hot topics.
i am completely drowned,
in their endless conversations.
i feel myself lost in a maze,
unable to find a way out,
this feeling is just oh-so-terrible.
at times,
i really feel that we don't belong together.
at times,
i really feel like putting it down.
but its the sweet memories,
that hold me back.
i miss every single one of you,
i really really do.
my presence may not be important,
but just a lil request,
i do hope that i will not be forgotten,
i just want the lil place in your heart.
i am sure it isn't that hard :D
i love you people!
):
anyone,can you please draw me a smile?
let me strike 4D,i need to ease my heart a little.
breaking down.
some thoughts dawned on me tonight,
i don't know why,
but my mind isn't functioning right.
our friendships wasn't like before,
and i am not happy anymore.
there's no more laughter,
no more fun,
from any of you that i've known.
i am sorry to be busy all these times,
missing out the whole lots of fun all these while.
the stares i've seen,
the silentness shown,
made me feel like a complete stranger to all of you.
all i could do now,
is to isolate in a corner,
listening and absorbing all i've heard,
updating myself with the current hot topics.
i am completely drowned,
in their endless conversations.
i feel myself lost in a maze,
unable to find a way out,
this feeling is just oh-so-terrible.
at times,
i really feel that we don't belong together.
at times,
i really feel like putting it down.
but its the sweet memories,
that hold me back.
i miss every single one of you,
i really really do.
my presence may not be important,
but just a lil request,
i do hope that i will not be forgotten,
i just want the lil place in your heart.
i am sure it isn't that hard :D
i love you people!
):
anyone,can you please draw me a smile?
let me strike 4D,i need to ease my heart a little.
breaking down.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
back to hilton on sat and sun (: (:
sat was great,sunday wasnt that wonderful with the master chef alan ho's constant naggings 0.O
but,i kinda like being the baby sitter for sunday brunch,teaching the cute lil kidos how to make pizza (: one lil boy kept calling me aunty )):
was kinda tired after work on sunday,cos i merely slept on sat night.
im afraid i cant wakey on time.
nevertheless,i went to my childhood bball court for a few games.
my shooting was DAMN GOOD that day (:
every shot i made,the ball went right into the loop.
woke up energetic today after the long 16hrs of sleep :D
had a date with xiaowei for DONT MESS WITH ZOHAN (: it was a damn horny hilarious movie!
dinner at shokudo.
chivas session later in the night at SHIN BAR with her and joseph.
that sums up my day.
i hope the lil things will make you happy (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGWU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! (:
im still waiting for my attachment to be approve.its taking ages!
mr owen is happily enjoying his holidays in bali now.WTF!
me and shasha have to wait even longer!damn shit!
i want to have a place in fitness first,pretty please ):
sat was great,sunday wasnt that wonderful with the master chef alan ho's constant naggings 0.O
but,i kinda like being the baby sitter for sunday brunch,teaching the cute lil kidos how to make pizza (: one lil boy kept calling me aunty )):
was kinda tired after work on sunday,cos i merely slept on sat night.
im afraid i cant wakey on time.
nevertheless,i went to my childhood bball court for a few games.
my shooting was DAMN GOOD that day (:
every shot i made,the ball went right into the loop.
woke up energetic today after the long 16hrs of sleep :D
had a date with xiaowei for DONT MESS WITH ZOHAN (: it was a damn horny hilarious movie!
dinner at shokudo.
chivas session later in the night at SHIN BAR with her and joseph.
that sums up my day.
i hope the lil things will make you happy (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGWU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! (:
im still waiting for my attachment to be approve.its taking ages!
mr owen is happily enjoying his holidays in bali now.WTF!
me and shasha have to wait even longer!damn shit!
i want to have a place in fitness first,pretty please ):
Saturday, June 21, 2008
splurging is a good way to release.
goodbye 250!
the sunshine is fading away.
it'll never come back.
its just a phone call away.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH! (:
below are some pictures.
the sunshine is fading away.
it'll never come back.
its just a phone call away.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH! (:
below are some pictures.
this is hip hop yo!
i miss the girls.
lil boyfriend
loh khong beng acting cute.
hasan says he's very very handsome!
chef nordin
kungfu panda!MY LAST DAY IN CHECKERS ):
he refuses to take picture with me.
finally!
aunty jane!
bernard!
uncle fook kee!
ah kiong!
herman!
i dont know uncle's name!
eric!
uncle tom!
my favourite uncle ah tat!
dickson!
lastly,steve!MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!
celebration in checkers.
birthday cake (:
the boys.
the girls.
everyone!thank you classmates!loves.FAREWELL MY DEAREST TRAINEES!
last picture before they leave ):
xiaowei,yudhi,mePYJAMAS NIGHT!
richard,uncle tom,henu,yudhi and myself (:
loves.
chef john,me,ah loh!Thursday, June 19, 2008
i feel that my life is in a complete mess now.
i really need to focus on what i want in my life in my future ahead.
i knew,no matter how hard i try
things will nv be the same again.
i knew this is gonna happen some day,and im right about it.
its all motherfucking lies!
i must have taken the wrong step.
i feel like kicking aside all the communication devices for now.
i need some time out alone,away from everyone.
goodbye.
i really need to focus on what i want in my life in my future ahead.
i knew,no matter how hard i try
things will nv be the same again.
i knew this is gonna happen some day,and im right about it.
its all motherfucking lies!
i must have taken the wrong step.
i feel like kicking aside all the communication devices for now.
i need some time out alone,away from everyone.
goodbye.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
life hasnt been great ): i really missed those times when i travelled to hilton everyday,seeing the same faces,doing the same things over again each days.it may be boring at times,but not until you've leave the places,you'll know how much you've adapt to such a lifestyle.i missed everyone.
my attachment had just started for a week or so,but problems are already occurring.me and aisha quit verve studio yesterday.now,we've to find ourselves a new attachment place.
i dont understand why the director want to kick out one of us when he'd accepted two interns in the first place.if thats the case,why not tell us during the first week of work.arent you like wasting our precious time there?even if you're unhappy with us,you can tell us straight in our faces!you dont have to ask your man to convey the message to us!dont you have your own mouth to speak up!?oh yes,hypocrites are the worst kind of ppl you'll came across with.we thought you were nice,nv did we expect you to give us such an attitude.who knows you're one of them who stabbed us behind our backs.and i bet you did (: its good that we realised now,it isnt too late.
sorry zak,i think its better that we both leave.it'll save you more troubles.you dont have to be the bad man anymore (: i know its hard on you,but we wouldnt want to continue as the director already had the intention to kick out one of us,no matter how hard you try to make both of us stay,im sure he'll still had that intention in him.why not we make things easier for you (:
lastly,not forgetting to thank you for teaching us the power plates knowledge :D sry for all the troubles too.you're not the bad guy to us,in fact we think you're a very nice person.
just hope that we'll find another place to continue our attachment soon.
my feet brought me back to hilton at the end of the day.its so great to see them.had a talk with chef nordin and i felt better.
movie THE INCREDIBLE HULK with the two indo trainees did cheer me up!thanks eric and herman! (:
on the way home,the problems still kept flashing back to me! i dont know if i've made the right choice somehow.
i want to go for a spin.
my attachment had just started for a week or so,but problems are already occurring.me and aisha quit verve studio yesterday.now,we've to find ourselves a new attachment place.
i dont understand why the director want to kick out one of us when he'd accepted two interns in the first place.if thats the case,why not tell us during the first week of work.arent you like wasting our precious time there?even if you're unhappy with us,you can tell us straight in our faces!you dont have to ask your man to convey the message to us!dont you have your own mouth to speak up!?oh yes,hypocrites are the worst kind of ppl you'll came across with.we thought you were nice,nv did we expect you to give us such an attitude.who knows you're one of them who stabbed us behind our backs.and i bet you did (: its good that we realised now,it isnt too late.
sorry zak,i think its better that we both leave.it'll save you more troubles.you dont have to be the bad man anymore (: i know its hard on you,but we wouldnt want to continue as the director already had the intention to kick out one of us,no matter how hard you try to make both of us stay,im sure he'll still had that intention in him.why not we make things easier for you (:
lastly,not forgetting to thank you for teaching us the power plates knowledge :D sry for all the troubles too.you're not the bad guy to us,in fact we think you're a very nice person.
just hope that we'll find another place to continue our attachment soon.
my feet brought me back to hilton at the end of the day.its so great to see them.had a talk with chef nordin and i felt better.
movie THE INCREDIBLE HULK with the two indo trainees did cheer me up!thanks eric and herman! (:
on the way home,the problems still kept flashing back to me! i dont know if i've made the right choice somehow.
i want to go for a spin.
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