-SUNSHINE YILING-

Friday, June 29, 2007

Thursday.

bball training in the morning.awfully sleepy and tired! ):

my dark rings are on the way forming

SHIAT!

finally after a million and one years i packed my room.not that fantastic though but at least i packed up abit.cos my room is really in a super horrible state.worst than a pig's sty!

so yea,its nt much of an eye sore sight now (: GRINS!

dinner at ajisen with douglas and johannan :D



random ppl calls in today (:

i wanna earn more money! money in my bank is decreasing rapidly,i dont knw why ): !

my 3 days 2 nights camp in hilton will starts tmr.to be updated very soon (:



*im still wondering......*
Guys...

Realize that the girl holding onto you,is PERFECT in her own special way.
The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you,
The way she tries to please you.

Always remember that.
She can always gets up and walks away,getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know,there might be someone out there who is already wooing her,maybe a perfect love for her.
There might also be someone out there who is willing to love her more than you love her.
So,fulfill her every needs and love her as much as she is loving you now.
UNDERSTAND THAT?

Imagine these guys,
When you're holding her today,u cheat on her by hugging and kissing another girl at the same time,
then u run back to her,and do the same,but you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?Do you feel the hurt inside her?Can you feel the guilt inside you?
She loves you not because you are good looking,not because you have the money,not because you can buy her things,neither is it to make her parents happy or owning a car.
It is because she loves you for who you are.
Your every touch,every word,every move and everything you do is very much appreciated by her.

SO GUYS!
Cherish and appreciate your girl.Dont ever break her fragile heart.
She might be the only one who will love u that way.
And im sure none of you wants to regret letting go of that special girl he had.
For everything she has done for you,the least thing you can do is to provide her with unconditional love like what she'd given to you.

Lastly,appreciate and love your loved ones (:

Thursday, June 28, 2007

wednesday.
slept practically the whole day! (: (: (:

dinner at bugis with desmond.sorry t make u wait so long.LOL.i didnt mean to.my fone's flat!

random ppl msg and ring me up today (:

training in a few more hours time!

tuesday.

friendly game with the temasek poly.we won (:

met shawn at serangoon for dinner.

cabby! ):

went for a run with him ard his estate,i dont know how many km is tt.ard 6km i think.we took 1hr 20 mins,running non-stop (:

really sweaty and stinky.

he can play the guitar!which is like so cool!!! i wanna learn! and of cos drums too.

man,im tired!

nights.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007


i LOVE this pic! (:

von&me

one of the guest's baby! he's god damn CUTE!

hey von! RONGZHI IS MINE OK!!

yiling.jeremy.von.roger.tzean.rongzhi <3

the 2 act cutes at the side and the born to be cute in the middle!

i love her!

jeremy!!! (:

i laughed and walked away!

roger!!! (:

rongzhi!!! (:

hilton's group (:

ms lee and me!

the house we're at!

hilton's top hunks!

hilton's top models (:

oh man!

brother!
















monday.

i started off with work with a smile but ended up sulking and tearing!

WHY?!

outside-catering t ambassodor's place with my fav ppl.

von,rongzhi,jeremy,roger,tzean and myself (:

we had fun working tgt and sweating tgt.

the pictures will do the talking later on.

afterwhich,we went back to ballroom t help t turnover.

what pissed me off and walked off is because when i called for nicholas and hasan,to ask them whether to clear the banquet table away or they still need it so that i can do the re-skirting.i knew they heard me but they jolly well turned their heads away! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS! cant they even answer me this ques?! i want t finish up work fast so do anyone else in the ballroom.everyone's tired i knw,but why show me this kind of attitude?!is it wrong t ask when im unsure?

zhen&von,i chose t keep my mouth shut cos i knw u all will nv understand how i feel.cos nicholas pamper u two thus he'll nv treat u two like that no matter how tired of irritated or unhappy he is,im a human,i do observe things ard me,i have feelings and i can feel,when he needs help he'll ask nicely,if nt he'll talk t me like fuck.u all might nt notice,but i do.and i think if i tell u all,i'll get replies like,aiyah,dont care him la,he joking only.right?i felt insulted by the way he talks sometimes,and i've been bearing with him all these while.i dont owe him anything and its nt like he's paying me a million t work for him.so why do i have to stand his nonsensical attitude?! pls,im a human being,i'll still flare eventhough u're the supervisor.so yea,im gonna be part of those who anti-s u!

zhen,pls do take care of ur injured toe! be careful nxt time aite (:
sunday.

work at 11am.ends at 2am.

i was too tired to remember anything that happened that day.

im restless and irritated!

save me!

saturday.

work at 2pm.ends at 2am (:

MONEY!!!! tiring!!! ):

work's sucky recently cos everyday i get partners who're OMG!totally hopeless.

im practically doing 3 tables of my own!

nt that im bragging bout myself or what,but its true! and im totally pissed!

one example! kimlan's aunty son! i wonder why the son and mother's so different!

and i must thank peiling for helping me here and there (:

totally tired!

Saturday, June 23, 2007



our feast!!! dont drool people! haha (:



our super big egg and cheese prata!!!



nasi biriyani (:



the curry chicken to go with my nasi!



huizhen's deep fried marinated pork chop!

deep fried shrimp wanton (:
friday.

finally had a satisfying slp all the way till 4pm! :D :D :D

vivo with zhen! (:

bought a 3 quartz pants!

dinner at STATION KITCHEN!

we're filling ur tummy with good food again! woohoo (:

and there's this guy who looks like a singer asked for my no.LOL.this is really funny!

he thinks that we're monterious!! 2 ppl who can eat so much!hahaha.

he gave us a 10% staff discount! so bill was $55 plus plus.

thanks alot dude! (:

short meet-up with xiaopang&leonard under my blk.

NICE DAY NICE FOOD NICE PEOPLE!

good night!
thursday.

training again.more turn ups,less tiring!
the sun's still as scorching!!!
somehow,i feel that its hard for me t get into the team,i feel that i play better with my friends as compared t them.
i feel that theres still no teamwork with the players ): this is pretty sad.

but i really do and wanna play well.so theres alot more for me t improve on and i gonna work hard!


off t work.
i feel really shiok and fresh after the shower in hilton.though im still awfully tired! <br>
the hot water is really nice (:

work's horrible today!! partner with aunty kimlan's son.HE SUCKS TOTALLY!

its really likedoing one-man-show! and im freaking angry with him!

im alr so tired and all and he's nt helping me any much! WHAT THE FUCK!

the guests today also pissed me off totally! the place is so sqeezy alr and they're nt giving me any space t move ard.cant they spare a thought for me?! selfish ppl.and! i told them theres no more red wine they still keep pressing me for more!wth man! cant they understand that there's NO MORE RED WINE!!! these ppl are just so uneducated! <>
home with tzean and von (:


PICTURES TIME!


one of the top i bought at mooks! except tt its green!



peiling.me.von (:



haha,von loves me! (:

Thursday, June 21, 2007

wednesday.
this post is gonna be a short one!
cos im really freaking tired.
head's spinning again!
oh well,anglo-chinese high school in the morning t watch the c boys play friendly.
i swear! the boys there were arrogant and portray a very bad image of themselves.
man! jus feel like slapping their faces.lil boys!
went straight t orchard.working at 5!
shop a lil.bought one nike top and a mook's top.cost me $80 before i work! gosh!
i took a very long time in the fitting room.hehe.
work with zhen ((:
both of us were dead beat!
sigh! ):
mickey ask us to place the nuts and chips at the corridor.we laughed like mad!
LOL LOL.
work ended early today.
no OT!
training in a few more hours time!yawn.gonna be super shag tmr!
long day for me.
lets pray that i can endure till the end (:
well,im still missing him.
GOOD NIGHT humans.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

for a long time i nv felt love.

though its only a milo in the morning frm dad,

im more than happy.

i thought i'll nva get this kinda treatment anymore,

but this sudden lil thing really makes my day.

i knw this may be an everyday thing for some ppl,

and nth great bout it.

but to me,this moment is definetely treasurable (:

thanks!
tuesday.

training early in the morning at bishan ite.the weather was horribly HOT! imagine the sun shining directly on u,it makes my head spins.and the best thing is the coach only allow us t go break after an hour.this is TORTURING! i almost died of dehydration.and at that moment i get to drink,i felt so WHAO!

training ended ard 10.30.damn early right.cos only 8 ppl turn up.and all the simei ite ppl came.CHEERS FOR SIMEI! (:

so yea,after which we jetted off to junction8 MOS BURGER for our bunch! (: yummilicious.

home to sleep :D

woke up in the evening.went t bball again cos i dont feel like staying home.usual ppl,juntian jason.played with filipinos.haha.it was fun.i went back home sweaty and stinky!

now,im starving!no food t eat ): how pathetic.save me before i die of hunger!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

a post to her:

im glad to see a rainbow after a rain (: LOVES;
monday.

the beginning of the holidays.woke up at 10.30 despite slping at 6am in the morning.was feeling tired but i cant put myself to bed.

so my butt was glued to the chair for 7hrs in front of the lap top.head's spinning and eyes are droopy.chatted with fauzi and zhen.i became the love consultant!HAHAHA.

off to meet up with my cliques at tamp for dinner (: johannan deborah boonping roger wuye sebas.LONG JOHN :D they like my hair cut.hehee.POOL! i almost win roger la!): and off to watch movie.MEN IN WHITE! its a super lame show i swear.there's no storyline in it.so yea,its purely a show to laugh.no brain cells needed to think.

home and rot in front of the com right nw.

BOOHOO! i need some entertainment in my life.i dont want to rot during my 3 weeks of hols!

training at bishan ite early in the morning 8.30!im so afraid i cant wake up!sigh.anyone kind enough to morning call me at 7?hopefully it wont be tough (: so after training i have no plans yet,so anyone can date me out.heeeheee (:



i miss you damn lot! where are u?where have u been?do u know how much i care for u?im still waiting for ur text or calls.is that so difficult?maybe my existence to u was only when we're in sch.im still waiting and do hope that u've been taking care of yourself these days ):

Monday, June 18, 2007

its nt bout beating ard the bush or whatever u may think we're implying.there's really no harm in it.but since u said that,i guessed everything wouldnt be the same anymore.
sunday.

super nice weather today (: no sun and very windy! i woke up ard 1 and feel aslp until 4.30.i saw HENSENBAY with his gf!so yea,i went down bball court late.bballed.wasite sucky at first but went well later on (: alot of them abandoned me and left early cos it's papa's day!roar* so i continued staying and shoot balls.had a one-on-one game with mingwei.i defeated him 11-5!hahaha.he wants a rematch.LOL.oh yea,today's the 1st time i played bball at time park this yr.



met up with dennis and jeremy at tamp for dinner.CRYSTAL JADE! we're the last customer.haha.wanted to watched movie but its closed.WTH!so we chilled at mac and saw NICHOLAS coming t work (: ouh my best fren!!!



homed.computering till nw.nice msn chat with jerevin (:

zhen,call me,msn me,text me to let me knw u're fine.im worried.





no messages frm him since fri! i was awaiting for his messages or calls everyday.this feelings sucks man.jerevin told me u're going t china.so i thought its cos u're nt taking part in the competition so u're able to fly off.but why didnt u tell me?! im like so disappointed can ): wth! maybe this shows that im nt impt in his eyes! perhaps i can stop waiting and hoping for something which is impossible!sigh.
a post to her.



please dont be upset or whatever.it's jus a feeling we both felt.there's no hard-feeling or anything in that sentence.we didn't want to tel u cos u're celebrating ur bday with ur frens and we wouldnt want to spoil ur mood by telling u such things.and neither do u want ur mood to be spoilt right.so we hoped u'll understand.and we really do wish that u'll forget bout this and nt let this affect our friendship ok?cheer up gal! LOVES.
saturday.

out to town with peiling and yvonne (: it was raining man!! i wanted to look for dress but i cant find any.so dint buy anything today (: sigh!! had TWO HAIR CUTS! one at far east the other at whitesands.mus be thinking im crazy right.haha.so spent about 70 on my hair with a small bottle moisturizer! i got short hair again! luckily its nt that bad (:
oh yes! peiling and von was happily munching on the durian pancakes again! and i was suffering there!poor me!

coupleof weird things we encounter today.we saw 4 guys wearing red skinny jeans.looks kinda gay man.maybe they think its special.LOL.and also,we saw this STICK-ON-FEET slippers at far east.its funny la.but its special man,imagine ppl looking at ur naked feet walking alr.cos the slippers are jus the bottom without the straps.and yea,we saw the magic wallet!at far east also.lmao.

jogging with jason juntian and kenneth later on in the night (: jog all the way to the fishfarm area (: phew man.had a great time catching up! they said my hairstyle was not bad! *GRINS (: supper at elias mall.it rained!!!arghhh....me and juntian had no choice but to jog all the way back in the rain! it was shivering cold man.i swear running in the rain sucks.i dont know why some ppl enjoys it.LOL.sat down and rest a lil under block.jamie came and join us (: he's black!!! and i wan his snowcap! jamie tan is a pervert cos he peeked at von's ass.lol.

JUNTIAN FELT FLATTERED COS I BLOGGED BOUT HIM!! hahahaha (:

Saturday, June 16, 2007

friday.



oh yea! its the last day of school today.and here the holidays come (: JUMPS!! i dint managed t wake up early today for school cos i was doing project with shawn until like 2 plus AM.so yea,i miss the last day of school.and i gonna miss my classmates ): see u guys after 3 weeks.and hopefully everyone enjoy their holidays.arghhh! *i cant see u for 3 weeks! thats like so frigging long* i cant wait.



working at 6pm.went t far east shop abit with miss von.she wanted t buy a tongue stud.and i bought an ADIDAS top for jus 18 bucks (: (: cheap right?hehe.and she ate durian puff in front of me.which is so smelly,i can smell it miles away! eeeks.



late for work by one min! my right adidas slippers fell down the stairs while i was walking.we laughed like mad!my poor slipper! it gonna get dirty can.so i ran down t save up slipper (: luckily its only 2 flights of stairs.if nt i'll be panting when i get up.phew! off to work.

all navy army boys and their gf's.and guess what! i saw desmond!(my sis pri sch classmate) yea,was quite suprised!we chat a lil (: and i was serving his table!rahhh.2 to 4 tables isnt easy.luckily rongzhi came and help out a lil towards the end! thanks (: so yea,sign off 11.30 ): i wan earn more money.nxt wk working for 4 days!!!money money come to me (:



im feeling hungry now ):anyone wanna buy food for me?

im smiling in my heart.

Friday, June 15, 2007

thursday.

bball with dennis and jeremy.i waited for them t come for like hours can! wth.shootings really suck big time! how?! oh man! i nearly won jeremy while playing one-on-one.score was 11-10.that was CLOSE!so yea,afterwhich i for my usual run at the stadium.10 rounds (:



macdonalds for dinner :D part of the reason we head t mac was cos i asked HEY NICHOLAS WORKING TODAY ANOT?dennis said,yah i think so.so off we go!nicholas was there!!my ALL-TIME BEST FRIEND! (: he wasnt working thou,he was with his scout fren(i dunno his name).hehe.best-friend,i miss u laaa.it'd been so frigging long since u last dial my phone number!! ): i miss bballing with u,i miss chatting with u,i misss gossiping with u,i miss complaining t u!!! man,nicholas!!!!oh well,we sat in the mac cos're hot after sweating so much.a grp of kiddys wanted to le our seats.luckily we manage t get them back (: so yea,we ate and we chatted with the 3 kiddys.they're so adorable can! one's name KEEFE,the other was REUBEN,as for the other lil girl we dunno her name.hahaha.they're smart kids i can say.hope to see them again in mac someday sometime somewhere (: yea,i ate happy meal and got myself the shrek toy.it can talk la!but i dont understand what its talking bout.sigh! the kid says i look like shrek! wad the hell man!



i aint a tortoise dennis! i dont look like one ok! LOL.



i love meeting up with my secondary school buddies! they rocks rocks rocks rocks rocks! (:

Thursday, June 14, 2007

tuesday.

late for school as usual.cabby AGAIN.

ran 6 rounds.muscles ache!!! ):

bball at 209 with timothy and frens (:

home.super shag!



wednesday.

cabby t sch AGAIN! arghhh.

lesson ended early today.

i haven start a single thing on my project.this is pretty baddddd.

i MUST start tmrrrr!

so yah,soccer with my classmates after school (:

fun! fauzi kicked my leg while i was tackling his ball! now its blue-black!grrr.

went t bishan ite for POLITE training.

tough!my shooting and all sucks today!

i needa buck up.

i feel uneasy playing with them,maybe its cos i dunno them yet.but still,sigh!

there's a funfair at the field opposite bishan ite!!!

looks damn fun lahh!

i wanna go play the ferry wheel and the rollar coaster!

bus ride back t pasir ris.

dinner with ahmeng jiaxi and weiyuan (:

great catching up with them!

pls stop smoking pple!

home.



thursday.

cab t school.missed PE ): i wan play soccer!

lol,sherman's milo spilled in his bag.and all his shirts are soaked with milo! LOL.

lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNTIAN AND HUIZHEN! (:

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

monday.

finally we had the second bball training ever since school started! (: it was alright.my shooting sucks! ): and when we're playing full court,the position's all wrong!we dunno wad position t play.it sucks totally.and i still cant communicate well with the team mates.mayb we should play tgt more often to get our mo qi there.rahhh.



tampines mall with zhen (: dinner at phin's.western food!!! SCRUMPTIOUS (: first was the salad,then potatoe soup with garlic bread,nxt came the main course.mine's snapper and zhen's chicken with cheese and mushroom.lastly,we had ICE CREAM for dessert.caramel is making me drool.....oh man!we jus love pampering our stomachs with those mouth-drooling food.den came the bill! $51.60.super filling dinner (:



home sweet home.



get well soon ali (:take care.



Monday, June 11, 2007

this is meant for YOU!



you fcuking spoil my mood! u think u're damn great going ard tellin ppl?i hate rumours OK!and i hate ppl questioning e with this and that!it irritates me alot!this is not the first time i heard!but the second time!! u fucking getting on my nerves man! ITS OVERRRR!understand?!and i really dont understand why u have to do that for?boasting?bragging?what the hell do u get from that?stop thinking that u're like so GREAT! to had sacrifice so much.u're NOTHING man!not even a piece of shit in my eyes!get this clear to ur head!oh yea,thanks for those sacarstic remarks!u're so-called the "BEST" ok,which u think u are.like EEEEEW!want me to appreciate u?wait a million years,u might nt even stand a chance!SO JUST SHUT THAT BIG MOUTH OF URS,i'll be real thankful.just rmb and keep to wad u've promised.



im GLAD that u're sacked! (:

why are guys all bastards?is there any nice guys who exist in this pathetic world?
work's rather boring!

my partner's boring!!

the wedding couple today are the one whom i served their trial dinner.

yea,feet hurts.

earn very lil today ):

no OT sumore!sighs.

happy tonning zhen von and siao char bor!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

wednesday.

work!outside-catering at fort canning (:

horrible! cos the HEELS im wearing is a torture to my poor feets!

thanks to huizhen for saving my poor feet (:

she exchanged shoes with me.HEHE.

though its nt much better cos she got small feet,but still,THANK YOU!







thurs.

i got no time t blog recently ):

had been rather tired and busy.

bball session in sch.

i need t buck up on my shootings!

started to like running too (:

HEE.







friday.

late for school again as usual!the whole week ):

swimming pool with ali and justin.

damn HOT!

the pervert's there again!

EEEEEKS =s

sigh,thinking wad to do for the OFA project!

i have no ideas ):

i dont wanna do smoking!

supper at tamp with hikam :D

saw KAIXIANG!lol.

i needa good slp!







saturday.

WORK at 11am.

4 weddings at hilton hotel!

afternoon's wedding was pretty boring!

night's wedding was better (:

the bride's so hot!

not forgetting to blog that I FELL OFF THE STAGE WHILE ARRANGING THE FLOWER PETALS!so embarressing OK!the MC's rehearsing saw laaah! ):

oh man!xuejun saw and dint come and save me!WTF!!!!!grrr.

and zhen & von laughed at me.

damnnnnnnn MALU ok.

sign off 2.30am (:

earned $93.woohoooo

i wan more money t go shopping.

sleep!







sunday.

working again later at 6pm.

so lateeee la.

i wanna complain!

wedding again!

hope it'll be fun (:

nxt wk will be the last wk of sch!

HOLIDAYS here i come!

chiong work.

be early for school tmr.

*i missssssss u*

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

that BITCH from PA pissed me off man! arhhhhhghhhh! can i give her one tight slap?
tuesday.

i passed my ISS test (: yay.not a very good pass though!

but still,im happy!

had fun doing our BFD project script.

i tink,i felt,our storylines are FANTASTIC!!!

hahahaha

fun FUN FUN FUN in school :D

oh yea,i abhor teachers who're like so one kind.eeew!!

anyway,10 rounds the track today,and bball

i love running!

HOME!

huizhen,be happy! (:

i wonder why cant guys be good to their girlfriends?!!

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

monday.

late for school as usual!

microsoft excel is boring!SUPERRRRR!

15 rounds at the track.

100 crutches.

45 push ups.

I FEEL FIT!! hehehe.

im damn tireddddd ):

bye world!

HUIZHEN! i missss u.

Monday, June 4, 2007

i wanna start EXERCISING tmr!im getting FAT!!!!!arghhh.
3june07.

nice slp till 4pm!SHIOK!! :D

bugis with huizhen.

1 TOPSHOP SHADES (:

1 ADIDAS SLIPPER (:

2 HEELS (:

3 PIERE CARDIN BRAS (: RED YELLOW GREEN

yay!! happy but sad cos i spent alotttttt ):

but well,huizhen made my day with her stupid faces at topshop.

PICTURESSSSS (:

im glad tt huizhen's bf dunwan t meet her today,

if nt she's going t abandon me ): hahahaha!

we met a pervert at bugis today!so freaky...

im HAPPY (:

i smiled all the way home.

i love walking home in the night.

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY!

2june07.
WORK!totally no mood ):
LUCKILY HUIZHEN CAME UP TO 24TH FLOOR ACC ME,if not i'll be bored to death!
i CRIED,cos im feeling sad.
i feel myself being so paranoid.
but i have to thank koklip and huizhen for giving me the courage and advices,
to face him.
im really glad what i tink isnt true! (:
i feel much more better now.
HAPPY!
and yessss,not forgetting the aunty wearing her sexy bra make us LAUGH!
bye*

Saturday, June 2, 2007

OFA test today was horribe! ):

i think i'd flung it.arghhh!

that TEACHER got nth better to do and come and spot check us on our attire!

what the fcuk man! he sucks la!

bball awhile in sch.

SENTOSA'S PAY!!! :D

tampines for dinner,BURGER KING (:

home sweet home*

Friday, June 1, 2007

insignificant to u.it'd been 3 days.

slept till 1.30 in the noon.
computering since then till 5.30.
tv till 11pm.
supper with swan at central
shopping at shop&save.
home at 1am.
blogging nw.
wad a boring vesak day!
i wanna work hard to earn and buy my own lappy!!!
a green one would be nice (:
i cant wait!!!!!!
i wished im rich ):
good nite world!